1. |
obsessive
00:53
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2. |
anger
02:44
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oh no
i'm back again
i lost myself well that's okay i'll find the end
i clench my teeth in my sleep
here at twenty fucking three
i still don't know what's wrong with me
here's to another year of empathy
thought of burning everything i try to make it drown
but everything i've thrown at it
it swallows it all down
i punch the walls and scream at them
but they keep closing in
well nothing seems to work so then
i give up getting out
i quit
do you believe in destiny
do you believe in fate
this is not pop
this is not hip hop
this is not dance
this is not electro rock
this is not the type of song to make your heart drop
it's just a temporary fix to make the pain stop
oh no
i'm back again
i lost myself well that's okay i'll find the end
i clench my teeth in my sleep
here at twenty fucking three
i still don't know what's wrong with me
here's to another year of being me
so can you break me out
so can you set me free
so can i save myself
so can i take back me
i need a little help
i am not what you see
i'm locked inside myself
and i don't have a key
and i don't have a key
can you break me out
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3. |
stress
04:20
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time is running out
it's ticking me away
i wake up to my empty eyes
i do this every day
and it's all weighing down
the stress of everything
holding on to all this pain
and i don't think i'll make it out
who am i
i'm just another soul like you
and i'm sorry i'm not always right there
to be there for me and here for you
and i know that i'm not making this easy
but my brain is always moving fast
and i'm stressed out whenever i wake up
and i question all my life again
life is moving slow
i can't get through my days
i stare into the ceiling
and i question everything
well on to the next show
or the next song that i make
sometimes there's no time
to even find anxiety
ups and downs
i'm never in the calm between
it's always too high or too low
that's the place that i chose
and the worst part is i'll never go
and i know that i'm not making this easy
but my brain is always moving fast
and i'm stressed out whenever i wake up
and i question all my life again
and i'm trying not to tear all my hair out
when i'm always stuck in these extremes
maybe one day i can figure a way out
but for now i'm stuck inside my dreams
i'm stressed out
i don't know
why everything is moving slow
everything
weighs me down but i just can't let go
and i know that i'm not making this easy
but my brain is always moving fast
and i'm stressed out whenever i wake up
and i question all my life again
and i'm trying not to tear all my hair out
when i'm always stuck in these extremes
maybe one day i can figure myself out
but for now i'm stuck inside my dreams
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4. |
anxiety
03:49
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and here comes my anxiety
making me think of everything
'cause every possibility
just may come true in front of me
in a perfect world
everything just works
and everything fits in the box
and nothing really hurts
in a perfect world
nothing needs to be
predictable or blemish free
so can't i rescue me
i'm locked inside and i can't breathe
i'm stuck in the middle
feel the walls closing in on me
and i just don't know what to be
i guess i think too much
i guess i just can't see
walking down the street
everybody's watching me
going to a place
well maybe the last time i leave
stranger next to me
possibly escapee
and anything i ingest
could maybe poison me
don't trust a perfect song
'cause perfect people always mess things up
the thing about the world is that it's always slightly off
'cause a perfect world is just too much
i'm locked inside and i can't breathe
i'm stuck in the middle
feel the walls closing in on me
and i just don't know what to be
i guess i think too much
i guess i just can't see
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5. |
insomnia
03:23
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and i've tried to fall asleep
but there's no peaceful dreams for me
i'm afraid that i'll never wake up
and every thing i've tried to find my peace
i still can hear the screams inside of me
and i can't fall asleep
'cause it's all out of reach
insomnia taking me
amplify everything
and i tear through all my thoughts
pretend to be someone i;m not
it's all fantasy stories and dreams
in the dark i look into the night
i count the hours as they pass me by
until i see the light
until i see the light
until i see the light
and then i close my eyes
but i can't fall asleep
and every thing i try to find my peace
i still can hear the screams inside of me
and i can't fall asleep
'cause it's all out of reach
insomnia taking me
amplify everything
but i can't fall asleep
and i don't want to sleep
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6. |
depression
02:01
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7. |
insert genre here
03:35
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i am not a genre
don't you label me
i don't work well with faking
i'm growing up you see
in this beat i see one million possibilities
it's just a kick hat snare under a sine so dance with me
rhythm, you have it or you don't
so let me share a part of me
purpose, you'll find it or you won't
so let me hear i'm meant to be
i don't know what to be
being me is not quite me
i have to rhyme or they won't let me breathe
i am not a genre
don't you label me
i work well under pressure
you cannot limit me
i don't just play guitar
i don't just click on things
i cut my heart i write it out
my thoughts supply the ink
everything is going down
i'm losing will i'm burning out
but i will go down swinging
they'll try to drown my singing
so you think you can stop me now
stop me now
don't waste my time
i don't need to be the next hit single
there's rust in my eyes
'cause i'm past my prime
not here to intermingle
'cause all my friends are fading away
i try to find a grip on the past today
and i'll be kicking and screaming on my way right out
i think i lost my train of thought on what this simple song's supposed to be about
stop me now
i am not a genre
don't you label me
i don't work well with faking
i'm growing up you see
in this beat i see one million possibilities
it's just a kick hat snare under a sine so dance with me
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8. |
chstr
03:12
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i wake up all alone
i've been here on my own
and people pass me by and don't notice anything
anything
this isn't right
this can't be fair
to lose someone before their time is here
but show me a light
and i'll be right there
the world is cruel
but i'm someone who cares
i know the earth is hard to live on
i know
but can you find something to live for
please don't go
and this isn't right
and this isn't fair
to lose someone before their time is here
but show me a light
and i'll be right there
the world is cruel but i'm someone who cares
i know the earth is hard to live on
i know
but can't you find something to live for
please don't go
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