1. |
Parade
03:20
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Hi
Welcome to my brain
Come make yourself at home
Some people say I sound like Depeche Mode
I guess I never really thought that I could be
Someone that allowed them all to label me
Don't know what to write about
In a box come let me out
Trying too hard to be anybody else but me
Can I be anybody else but me
So I woke up today and
I don't celebrate because
Fuck I feel so empty and I cannot contemplate
I hate everything that I am feeling
Wait no everything I am thinking yes
I don't celebrate
I don't celebrate
I woke up today and
I don't celebrate because
Fuck I feel so empty and I cannot contemplate
I hate everything that I am feeling
Wait no everything I am thinking yes
I don't celebrate
I don't celebrate
So rain on my parade
So rain on my parade
Come pour it on
Why
Here we go again
I don't really have a doubt
I know I will never fucking figure this out
Getting sleepy here's a dream
About a person that you try to never think about
I don't really care
I don't even care
I'm not in denial
I don't want to share
Because my brain is stuck in overdrive
And I don't know how to override
I try try try try try
I woke up today and
I don't celebrate because
Fuck I feel so empty and I cannot contemplate
I hate everything that I am feeling
Wait no everything I am thinking yes
I don't celebrate
So rain on my parade
So rain on my parade
Come pour it on
Come pour it on
Come pour it
I'm not in denial
I'm not in denial
I'm not in denial
I'm not in denial
I'm not in denial
I'm not in denial
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2. |
Dopamine
03:27
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Hey kids I'm back I'm a little damaged
But I've got my phone to repair and salvage
Lost my dog, lost my mind, try to cope and manage
So I drink smoke fuck like a mindless savage I am
Thought I was in hell before God I was wrong
A little piece of my soul is permanently gone
The only thing that distracts me now are the songs
What's up people can you hear me if you can sing along
Time to wake up to my IG
Time to tune in to the TV
Time to make a fucking trash tweet
Give me just a little dopamine please
Stop
I'm stuck in my head what a pretty brain
My own blood's on the wall
Staining up the place
Now I know why addiction is my company
Let me fall into the fire
Killing everything that is me
Thought I was in hell before God I was wrong
A little piece of my soul is permanently gone
The only thing that can save me now are the songs
What's up people do you see I know you can now move along
Time to wake up to my IG
Time to tune in to the TV
Time to make a fucking trash tweet
Give me just a little dopamine please
Time to see who wants to text me
Time to take another selfie
Time to look up why I'm just so goddamn empty
Stop
I am getting tired of my own reflection
Looking at myself triggers all of my depression
Every fucking failure dropping like a godsend
Throw me a parade
It's my pity celebration
I am getting tired of my own reflection
Looking at myself triggers all of my depression
Every fucking failure dropping like a godsend
Throw me a parade
It's my pity celebration
I am getting tired of my own reflection
Looking at myself triggers all of my depression
Every fucking failure dropping like a godsend
Throw me a parade
It's my pity celebration
Stop
Time to wake up to my IG
Time to tune in to the TV
Time to make a fucking trash tweet
Give me just a little dopamine please
Time to see who wants to text me
Time to take another selfie
Time to look up why I'm just so goddamn empty
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3. |
Save Me From The Future
04:15
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Paranoid inside my head
What's waiting up at the end
My future's blurry and I'm in a flurry
Of all my dreams slipping ahead
I can't catch up with my breath
One more trip I might be dead
Everything's changing but not for the better
So please let me stay here instead
So call me an old soul and pick up the dust
Cause sometimes I miss when this was never enough
Can you make time stop so I can catch up
Everything's changing and leaving me numb
Here comes the future
Here comes the sound
Here comes the silence
Here comes a crown
Everybody hide
The future is now
Everybody hide
The future is now
Can you save me from the unkown
Cause it feels like the end of the earth
And my sky keeps falling down
At the end we all show what we're worth
And our fears will be our fall
And our demons become the light
As we look past all our wrongs
With a future shining bright
Here comes the future
Here comes the sound
Here comes the silence
Here comes a crown
The future is now
Here comes the future
Here comes the sound
Everybody hide and get on the ground
Here comes the silence
Here comes a crown
Everybody run the future is now
Here comes the future
Here comes the sound
Everybody hide and get on the ground
Here comes the silence
Here comes a crown
Everybody run the future is now
Can you save me from the unkown
Cause it feels like the end of the earth
And my sky keeps falling down
At the end we all show what we're worth
And our fears will be our fall
And our demons become the light
As we look past all our wrongs
With a future shining bright
With a future shining bright
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4. |
Posts
03:37
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Please continue to send your thoughts and prayers
Please attach emojis and let God know that you care
Don't you dare not share your feelings kept inside
You did your part you sent your heart
Whatever helps you sleep at night
You could've let me know before
I slipped right through the floor
But you waited til my signal was gone
I can't take this anymore
Just give me one silent mourn
If hell is real I know they're singing this song
You could've let me know before
I slipped right through the floor
But you waited til my signal was gone
I can't take this anymore
Just give me one silent mourn
If hell is real I know they're singing this song
Where were you
Where were you
Thanks for the posts now that I'm dead inside
At least now I know I lived a full fucking life
Please remember me as I am not as I was
Erase all my mistakes and do it out of love
Keep me in the light anytime that I'm brought up
Let me rest in peace
Do it just because
You could've let me know before
I slipped right through the floor
But you waited til my signal was gone
I can't take this anymore
Just give me one silent mourn
If hell is real I know they're singing this song
Thanks for the posts now that I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
I'm dead inside
At least now I know I lived a full fucking life
You could've let me know before
I slipped right through the floor
Could've let me know before
I slipped right through the
You could've let me know before
I slipped right through the floor
Could've let me know before
I slipped right through the
But you weren't there
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5. |
Watch Out
03:55
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I plug in and waste myself away
I'm pointing all the fingers but I'm guilty just the same
I get so sick of my own complaints
And even if you listened you wouldn't care anyway
Sick of hearing everything you say
Force feed me til I say okay
Can't get hurt if I just obey
Instead of letting you know
Tired of watching all of our TVs
Distract ourselves with the misery
Watch the world as it tries to breathe
Instead of letting us go
Watch out
Watch out
Watch out
You could be the devil in disguise
Pulling all the wool over everybody's eyes
Nothing gonna fix itself cause all you do is fight
I don't care I'll keep eating up my life
Sick of hearing everything you say
Force feed me til I say okay
Can't get hurt if I just obey
Instead of letting you know
Tired of watching all our tiny screens
Distract ourselves with an enemy
Watch the world as it tries to scream
Instead of letting us go
Watch out
Watch out
Watch out
Everybody for themselves
It's the end of the world
Everybody tune in
Let the fires free
Something in the shadows trying to come for me
Every time I close my eyes
I know I am losing time
Every time I hear my mind
Reminds me I am stuck inside
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6. |
Dreamland
02:07
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7. |
My People
03:43
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We are the insecure
I try to find a way but I'm not so sure
Lost inside a crowd of everybody but the ones I'm looking for
Just a shadow of myself
I try to find a way through someone else
Welcome to the coldest hell
There are no answers
Fill me with some dopamine
Yeah pump that shit right into me
I'm an introvert
I got no worth
Why don't you come sing to me
Preach to me that you understand
And you're always here to do what you can
And tell me not to think about it
God damn
We walk alone but still as one throughout the night
We are the ones who prefer to keep out the light
We seek the angels who have fallen from the sky
We fight the demons with whom we test our minds
I see no reason to not be one of us
Our hearts are so pure
Our causes are just
Come take my hand
We'll erase all the evil
Let me play you the song of my people
These are my people
These are my people
These are my people
These are my people
We are the overthinkers
We love what makes us weaker
Masochists in all our minds
Hating what we are inside
Loners of the world today
Knowing everything is fake
God I hate to think about it
Still we say
We walk alone but still as one throughout the night
We are the ones who prefer to keep out the light
We seek the angels who have fallen from the sky
We fight the demons with whom we test our minds
These are my people
These are my people
These are my people
These are my people
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8. |
Fearless
03:22
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Everywhere I go I'm seeing all your faces look at me
Any time I'm in a crowd I see my insecurities
I'm not special just a kid who kept on chasing all those dreams
I don't like myself and from what I can tell you're just like me
Got no tragic history and I don't know why I do it
Sometimes I think there is a God
Sometimes I think it's stupid
It's every problem that I have I've gott to overthink this
My own worse enemy's behind the mirror
I'm always under pressure when I try to reach the finish
I'd gift myself thе world if I could give myself forgivenеss
I don't write happy songs I'd rather get down with the sickness
I wanna kill the monster in my heart it is so vicious
I faked peace and I knew it wasn't me
So I gave it all up and drowned what I could be
And I screamed my thoughts a thousand times
Can anybody see
Can't anybody see
But you're not listening
I will be fearless
I must be fearless
So let me save my soul and fall into the void
Okay I don't like myself
And from what I can tell you're just like me
I don't like myself and from what I can tell I'm just like you
I don't like myself and from what I can tell
Everybody's got some tragic history
Got some tragic history
Everywhere I go I'm seeing all your faces look at me
Any time I'm in a crowd I see my insecurities
I'm not special just a kid who kept on chasing all those dreams
I don't like myself and from what I can tell you're just like me
Got no tragic history I don't know why I do it
Sometimes I think there is a God sometimes I think it's stupid
It's every problem that I have I've got to overthink this
God I just don't know if I can even make it through this
I will be fearless
I must be fearless
So let me save my soul and fall into the void
I will be fearless
I must be fearless
So let me save myself and fall into the void
I'm in a worse spot than before
I told you I can't take much more
But you're not listening
I will be fearless
I must be fearless
So let me save my soul and fall into the void
I will be fearless
I must be fearless
I will be fearless
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9. |
Caffeine
03:58
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The sun's setting down on all the dream I have acquired
One million thoughts attack my head and man I'm tired
But there's one thing for me
A friend I call caffeine
She keeps me up at night so I never have to sleep
I won't have to lay down in the bed and think
Sweet cream ice cold please come take control
Jumpstart my tired heart I need it in my soul
When the weight of the world decides to fall and take its toll
I'll start another pot and brew it dark as coal
Sweet cream ice cold please come take control
Jumpstart my tired heart I need it in my soul
When the weight of the world decides to fall and take its toll
I'll start another pot and brew it dark as coal
And there's one thing for me
A friend I call caffeine
She keeps me up at night so I never have to sleep
I won't have to lay down in my bed and think
And I'm so tired
You say life is hard then throw me right into the fire
Sweet cream ice cold please come take control
Jumpstart my tired heart I need it in my soul
When the weight of the world decides to fall and take its toll
I'll start another pot
Well there's one thing for me
A friend I call caffeine
She keeps me up at night so I never have to sleep
And I won't have to lay down in my bed and think
And I won't have to stand off with anxieties
Well there's one thing for me
A friend I call caffeine
She keeps me up at night so I never have to sleep
So I won't have to lay down in the bed and think
Sweet cream ice cold please come take control
Jumpstart my tired heart I need it in my soul
When the weight of the world decides to fall and take its toll
I'll start another pot
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10. |
Criminal
03:43
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I can look inside a room
And see that we have secrets
That we keep in our brains till the guilt builds up
And slowly starts to eat us till we break
I don't like it anymore
Here comes the bitch to kick down the door
Dragging me down to hell through the floor
Could you lock me up like before
God I feel so free
In this cell you made me
I'm a prisoner of my mind inside a skeleton chassis
This is unstoppable
We're hoping for the impossible
We turn on ourselves like animals
Our cages are intangible
Everybody pointing fingers
But everyone's a guilty soul
Everybody pointing fingers
But everyone's a criminal
I am a criminal
I'm a criminal
I'm a criminal
I am a criminal
I'm a criminal
I'm a criminal
You think you know me but I'm not what you expect
So walk away before I drop you to the deck
I think I know you but you're not what I expect
I'll turn around before you stab me through the neck
This is unstoppable
We're hoping for the impossible
We turn on ourselves like animals
Our cages are intangible
This is unstoppable
We're hoping for the impossible
We turn on ourselves like animals
Like mother fucking cannibals
Everybody pointing fingers
I am a criminal
Everybody pointing fingers
I am a criminal
Everybody pointing fingers
You are a criminal
Everybody pointing fingers
You are a criminal
Everybody pointing fingers
We are all criminals
Everybody pointing fingers
We are all criminals
Everybody pointing fingers
They are all criminals
Everybody pointing fingers
They are all criminals
Your lover is a criminal
Your lover is a criminal
Your lover is a criminal
Your lover is a criminal
Let me out
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11. |
Holding On
03:08
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One year ringing
It's still there
Trauma of twenty eighteen
It's still up in the air
I'm still holding on
And I'm trying not to care
Everything that I've done wrong
Follows me everywhere
I'm still treading on
Just leave me all alone with all the morbid thoughts
Because I will carry on
The weight of everything I've lost
They tell me
Try not to think about it
Try not to think about it
Try not to think about it
Try not to think about it
Cause there's no way around it
There is no way around it
There is no way around it
And there's no way
Three years ringing
I'm still here
Never thought I'd make it this far
Keep running from the fear
I'm still holding on
And I'm trying not to care
Everything that I've done wrong
I want to disappear
I'm still treading on
Just leave me all alone with all the morbid thoughts
Because I will carry on
The weight of everything I've lost
The weight of everything I've lost
Try not to think about it
Try not to think about it
Try not to think about it
Try not to think about it
Cause there's no way around it
There is no way around it
There is no way around it
And there's no way
Try not to think about it
Try not to think about it
Try not to think about it
No don't you think about it
Cause there's no way around it
There is no way around it
There is no way around it
And there's no way
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12. |
Rain
03:56
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Give me a reason
To keep on living for
When nothing matters anymore
I feel like thinking pulls me right down through the floor
Give me purpose
I check my phone and everyone is looking for a cure
My heart is just like yours and I know
Everybody's looking for salvation from themselves
Let's all look a little deeper
Maybe we won't kill ourselves
Let's all look up to the sky and never think to wonder why
I don't mean anything
I don't mean anything
Hey guitar can you help me out
Hey guitar can you help me out
Hey guitar can you help me out
Can you save me now
So rain on my parade
I can hold it off for another day
I know I'm not okay but
I can wait for dark clouds to go away
So rain on my parade
I can hold it off for another day
I know it's not okay but
I can wait for dark clouds to go away
Give me a reason
To keep on treading on
And let me write it in my songs
To let you know before I am gone
Just one more light
Please give me a chance to be that candle in your night
The hurt you have inside is also mine
Everybody's looking for salvation from themselves
Let's all look a little deeper
Maybe we won't kill ourselves
Let's all look up to the sky and never think to wonder why
I don't mean anything
I don't mean anything
Hey guitar can you help me out
Hey guitar can you help me out
Hey guitar can you help me out
Can you save me now
So rain on my parade
I can hold it off for another day
I know I'm not okay but
I can wait for dark clouds to go away
So rain on my parade
I can hold it off for another day
I know I'm not okay but
I can wait for dark clouds to go away
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